Talking to God About Dad
The hardest album I ever made. Crawling on my knees, crying under the cross God please give him back. Begging to wake up from this nightmare, Drunk crawling into my house crying on my floor while my kids held me in their arms. It got worse but you get the idea. I'm sorry but this albums going to hurt. I had to grieve again and for what 14 songs Lord let it reach them let it go big because you hurt me so so bad making this. Amen
Why God?
The first song I made before it got bad. Why God? Why? Why did you have to take my dad? Why did I have to survive waking up alive after I tired to end it WHY GOD????
Lord I think you made a mistake
Lord you took my dad and you won't give him back, I'm not ok. ILL NEVER BE OK!! No Matter how many times I try to pray. Lord I think you made a mistake.
Wake Me UP!
Just let it be a nightmare. Tell me its a dream tell me its not real take away the gravity of everything I feel. I hate this reality I hate where I stand wake me up and put me right back in his hands.